Forever Damned by Allisha McAdoo
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Melody was a scientist who wanted something more with her life than just being in the lab. She decided she would create her own man-made fountain of youth after she thought she got rejected by a colleague. Unfortunately, Melody miscalculated the formula wrong and it had disastrous results. She found herself making one wrong choice after another. Just when she thought she had hit the lowest point in her life, she ended up at The Farm. The Farm became her living nightmare and she continued to make mistakes she regretted. After she escapes The Farm, she begins to miss it as life turns out to be chaotically careening off the track. Melody finds herself in a very dark time in her life as she must choose to fight for her life or give in to death. However, no matter what she decides, life has other plans for her.